1 00:01:30,384 --> 00:01:32,291 - Dear Red Shoes. 2 00:01:32,292 --> 00:01:35,604 Some over paid ad execs had a brainstorm. 3 00:01:35,605 --> 00:01:38,616 They would create the Alphabet Girl, revealing her 4 00:01:38,617 --> 00:01:41,729 each week in a different magazine, captured with a 5 00:01:41,730 --> 00:01:44,474 different letter of the alphabet. 6 00:01:45,779 --> 00:01:47,218 April 19th. 7 00:01:47,219 --> 00:01:48,055 - Bring the other camera! 8 00:01:48,056 --> 00:01:49,360 A. 9 00:01:49,361 --> 00:01:51,135 A is for aphrodisiac. 10 00:01:52,975 --> 00:01:53,978 April 20th. 11 00:01:55,151 --> 00:01:56,154 B is 12 00:01:56,891 --> 00:01:57,894 for banana. 13 00:02:08,873 --> 00:02:12,455 Give me a little vulnerability. 14 00:02:14,161 --> 00:02:15,533 Yeah! 15 00:02:15,534 --> 00:02:16,738 Yeah. 16 00:02:16,739 --> 00:02:19,181 You guessed, it, Red Shoes, I'm her. 17 00:02:19,182 --> 00:02:20,888 The Alphabet Girl. 18 00:02:20,889 --> 00:02:21,993 My big break. 19 00:02:27,583 --> 00:02:28,855 Hi. 20 00:02:30,696 --> 00:02:31,533 - Hey! 21 00:02:31,533 --> 00:02:32,470 - Hey. 22 00:02:32,471 --> 00:02:33,574 How ya doin'? 23 00:02:37,457 --> 00:02:38,460 Listen. 24 00:02:39,733 --> 00:02:43,748 I really need you to start feeling something, okay? 25 00:02:43,749 --> 00:02:45,019 We're shooting a lot of pictures, 26 00:02:45,020 --> 00:02:47,998 but I'm not really getting anything. 27 00:02:47,999 --> 00:02:51,011 I need you to, to feel something. 28 00:02:51,012 --> 00:02:52,785 Something real. 29 00:02:52,786 --> 00:02:55,864 I mean, you've got to really connect. 30 00:02:56,969 --> 00:02:58,742 Otherwise it's just a picture 31 00:02:58,743 --> 00:03:01,421 and it's a waste of time for me. 32 00:03:12,666 --> 00:03:14,574 April 21st. 33 00:03:15,779 --> 00:03:18,489 According to the great and wise at Waterman, 34 00:03:18,490 --> 00:03:19,929 C is for courage. 35 00:03:20,933 --> 00:03:22,774 But C is also for cat, 36 00:03:23,711 --> 00:03:24,714 cantaloupe, 37 00:03:25,686 --> 00:03:27,594 candor, cookie, coffee, 38 00:03:28,564 --> 00:03:29,567 couple 39 00:03:30,305 --> 00:03:32,079 and completely happy. 40 00:03:37,635 --> 00:03:39,139 D. 41 00:03:39,140 --> 00:03:40,143 D is for 42 00:03:42,119 --> 00:03:43,592 dog. 43 00:03:46,437 --> 00:03:48,111 D is for 44 00:03:50,353 --> 00:03:51,556 doubt. 45 00:03:51,557 --> 00:03:52,561 - Delight. 46 00:03:53,566 --> 00:03:55,306 - D is for delicious. 47 00:03:56,578 --> 00:03:57,581 - D is for 48 00:03:59,690 --> 00:04:00,693 delicate. 49 00:04:01,966 --> 00:04:03,940 - D is for desire. 50 00:04:03,941 --> 00:04:04,945 Desperate. 51 00:04:09,833 --> 00:04:13,848 The minute I saw your face I knew you'd be a star. 52 00:04:13,849 --> 00:04:16,359 You have the face of an angel. 53 00:05:55,897 --> 00:05:56,900 - E. 54 00:05:59,511 --> 00:06:00,918 E is for ecstasy. 55 00:06:40,545 --> 00:06:41,415 Geez! 56 00:06:41,416 --> 00:06:43,021 No. 57 00:06:43,022 --> 00:06:43,926 Not now. 58 00:06:43,926 --> 00:06:44,863 Yeah. 59 00:06:44,863 --> 00:06:45,632 - Mattias, it's not funny. 60 00:06:45,633 --> 00:06:46,837 Stop it. 61 00:06:46,838 --> 00:06:47,974 I'm not kidding. 62 00:06:47,975 --> 00:06:49,045 - No bullshit! - Stop it! 63 00:06:49,046 --> 00:06:50,551 No! 64 00:06:50,552 --> 00:06:51,958 Stop it, stop it! 65 00:06:57,782 --> 00:06:59,052 Come on, stop this! 66 00:06:59,053 --> 00:07:01,162 - That's beautiful. 67 00:07:01,163 --> 00:07:01,999 Come on. 68 00:07:02,000 --> 00:07:03,370 Turn around. 69 00:07:03,371 --> 00:07:04,375 Turn around. 70 00:07:15,018 --> 00:07:15,856 - Okay. 71 00:07:15,856 --> 00:07:16,692 All right. 72 00:07:16,693 --> 00:07:17,964 Do you want it? 73 00:07:19,905 --> 00:07:21,143 Go on, take it. 74 00:08:16,101 --> 00:08:17,104 F. 75 00:08:18,744 --> 00:08:19,781 Hey! - Hey! 76 00:08:19,782 --> 00:08:21,354 - F is for friendship. 77 00:08:21,355 --> 00:08:22,793 Who is that? 78 00:08:22,794 --> 00:08:23,898 - Dalia. 79 00:08:23,899 --> 00:08:25,102 Who's Dalia? 80 00:08:25,103 --> 00:08:27,579 - She was Mattias' girlfriend before you. 81 00:08:27,580 --> 00:08:29,522 - She's very beautiful. 82 00:08:32,567 --> 00:08:35,311 I read somewhere about a tribe in Africa 83 00:08:35,312 --> 00:08:38,624 that refuses to have their picture taken. 84 00:08:38,625 --> 00:08:42,908 They say that photographs steal your soul. 85 00:08:42,909 --> 00:08:44,248 Think it's true? 86 00:08:48,900 --> 00:08:50,740 Yeah, but you know what they say about souls? 87 00:08:50,741 --> 00:08:52,012 Very, very big things. 88 00:08:52,013 --> 00:08:54,456 We can afford a little theft. 89 00:09:12,864 --> 00:09:14,503 And coming into the third turn, 90 00:09:14,504 --> 00:09:17,247 it's Olga Poklovaninska from the Ukraine, 91 00:09:17,248 --> 00:09:20,762 pulling out ahead of Volga kapuchinzki from Rumania. 92 00:09:20,763 --> 00:09:22,636 It's amazing to watch this woman, Bob. 93 00:09:22,637 --> 00:09:24,410 All two hundred pounds of her. 94 00:09:24,411 --> 00:09:25,983 - Volga. 95 00:09:25,984 --> 00:09:27,155 Here comes Volga. 96 00:09:27,156 --> 00:09:28,494 Never underestimate the Rumanian. 97 00:09:28,495 --> 00:09:29,498 What a gal! 98 00:09:30,301 --> 00:09:32,309 Come on, Volga, come on, Volga! 99 00:09:32,310 --> 00:09:34,987 It's Volga in the lead! 100 00:09:34,988 --> 00:09:36,760 But Olga's still in there! 101 00:09:36,761 --> 00:09:38,434 She's putting up a fight. 102 00:09:38,435 --> 00:09:40,811 Just look at those thighs of steel, Bob! 103 00:09:40,812 --> 00:09:42,283 - That's right. 104 00:09:42,284 --> 00:09:45,864 She was a world class wrestler at the age of 17. 105 00:09:45,865 --> 00:09:47,437 It's Olga, Bob! 106 00:09:47,438 --> 00:09:48,541 She's taking the lead! 107 00:09:48,542 --> 00:09:49,948 - No, it's Volga! - Olga! 108 00:09:49,949 --> 00:09:51,588 - No, it's Volga. 109 00:09:51,589 --> 00:09:52,692 Now it's Olga. 110 00:09:52,693 --> 00:09:54,232 - Here! - Oh, oh, oh, oh! 111 00:09:54,233 --> 00:09:58,416 - Olga takes the gold! - Yeah, Olga takes the gold! 112 00:09:59,554 --> 00:10:00,557 Volga gets nothing! 113 00:10:12,540 --> 00:10:13,945 - You know? 114 00:10:13,946 --> 00:10:15,852 You remind me of my brother. 115 00:10:15,853 --> 00:10:16,856 - Really? 116 00:10:18,933 --> 00:10:20,172 What's he like? 117 00:10:21,243 --> 00:10:22,748 Tell me about him. 118 00:10:28,237 --> 00:10:31,818 Do you have any other brothers or sisters? 119 00:10:33,793 --> 00:10:36,638 What about your Mom and your Dad? 120 00:10:38,413 --> 00:10:42,595 So, I guess you don't like to talk about your family, huh? 121 00:10:44,638 --> 00:10:48,587 I know a lot of people like that, including me. 122 00:10:50,127 --> 00:10:51,363 Hey, you want to talk about cameras? 123 00:10:51,364 --> 00:10:53,171 We'll talk about cameras. 124 00:10:53,172 --> 00:10:57,356 When I was a kid I looked through a 125 00:11:01,472 --> 00:11:04,251 I love taking pictures, you know? 126 00:11:06,995 --> 00:11:10,342 That's why I'm here, to learn, you know? 127 00:11:11,781 --> 00:11:14,190 I mean Mattias, he's got it all. 128 00:11:14,191 --> 00:11:17,805 He understands lighting, faces, everything. 129 00:11:20,115 --> 00:11:21,454 The question is, 130 00:11:23,228 --> 00:11:25,369 why are you here? 131 00:11:25,370 --> 00:11:27,042 I mean I, I know you're a model and everything, 132 00:11:27,043 --> 00:11:29,721 but what are you doing with him? 133 00:11:34,641 --> 00:11:38,790 I just, I just can't stand to see him use you. 134 00:11:38,791 --> 00:11:40,363 I've seen him do it before with other models 135 00:11:40,364 --> 00:11:42,472 and it never bothered me. 136 00:11:44,548 --> 00:11:46,891 But with you it's different. 137 00:11:50,472 --> 00:11:53,383 You're too special for him. 138 00:11:53,384 --> 00:11:56,797 You're a real person, with real feelings. 139 00:11:59,844 --> 00:12:00,847 Fuck! 140 00:12:01,818 --> 00:12:03,224 There, I said it. 141 00:12:04,161 --> 00:12:06,672 I just hope you don't hate me. 142 00:12:07,709 --> 00:12:08,712 Good. 143 00:12:09,750 --> 00:12:13,198 'Cause I couldn't stand it if you hated me. 144 00:12:14,905 --> 00:12:19,089 - It's that old model/photographer thing, huh? 145 00:12:21,598 --> 00:12:23,774 I know that he's using me. 146 00:12:25,012 --> 00:12:27,590 The truth is I'm using him too. 147 00:12:29,698 --> 00:12:31,371 You understand that? 148 00:12:35,756 --> 00:12:39,940 I guess what I'm saying is that I do need Mattias. 149 00:12:42,316 --> 00:12:44,893 Not forever, but for right now. 150 00:12:47,437 --> 00:12:48,776 - No, you don't. 151 00:12:52,390 --> 00:12:54,632 I must say one thing to you, 152 00:12:54,633 --> 00:12:57,477 then I'll never bring it up again. 153 00:12:59,720 --> 00:13:02,898 Don't underestimate yourself. 154 00:13:02,899 --> 00:13:03,902 Okay? 155 00:13:04,941 --> 00:13:05,944 - Okay. 156 00:13:15,317 --> 00:13:16,723 G is for grandma. 157 00:13:19,166 --> 00:13:20,169 H, 158 00:13:21,007 --> 00:13:22,010 For home. 159 00:13:59,798 --> 00:14:01,873 - You looked so peaceful. 160 00:14:02,877 --> 00:14:05,219 Like the babes in the woods. 161 00:14:13,152 --> 00:14:14,591 - I is for India. 162 00:14:37,116 --> 00:14:38,555 J is for jodhpur. 163 00:14:51,542 --> 00:14:52,980 K is for kitten. 164 00:15:28,358 --> 00:15:30,801 M, of course, is for Mattias. 165 00:15:34,717 --> 00:15:35,955 N is for night. 166 00:15:42,951 --> 00:15:43,954 O. 167 00:15:46,331 --> 00:15:47,670 O is for orphan. 168 00:15:48,507 --> 00:15:50,448 Which I am, by the way. 169 00:15:51,753 --> 00:15:53,325 Only. 170 00:15:53,326 --> 00:15:54,329 One. 171 00:15:55,769 --> 00:15:57,007 Once upon a time. 172 00:15:57,008 --> 00:15:58,346 What are you doing here? 173 00:15:58,347 --> 00:16:00,722 - Get in, let's go for a spin. 174 00:16:00,723 --> 00:16:01,726 Come on. 175 00:16:02,564 --> 00:16:03,568 - All right. 176 00:16:42,459 --> 00:16:43,965 Q is for question. 177 00:16:47,212 --> 00:16:48,717 R is for response. 178 00:16:49,822 --> 00:16:51,027 What's going on? 179 00:16:51,028 --> 00:16:52,733 - I wanted to do some pick-up shots. 180 00:16:52,734 --> 00:16:54,139 You weren't around. 181 00:16:54,140 --> 00:16:57,117 - You said we weren't shooting today, so I went out. 182 00:16:57,118 --> 00:16:58,289 - That's your decision. 183 00:16:58,290 --> 00:17:00,129 - So, what are you going to do? 184 00:17:00,130 --> 00:17:02,339 Just hire another girl? 185 00:17:02,340 --> 00:17:03,677 What about me? 186 00:17:03,678 --> 00:17:05,085 - What about you? 187 00:17:07,394 --> 00:17:08,898 - I want this. 188 00:17:08,899 --> 00:17:09,903 - How badly? 189 00:17:13,117 --> 00:17:13,954 Tell me. 190 00:17:13,955 --> 00:17:15,024 How badly? 191 00:17:15,025 --> 00:17:16,028 Show me! 192 00:17:54,184 --> 00:17:55,255 - Come on in. 193 00:18:03,254 --> 00:18:05,028 I just made some tea. 194 00:18:22,499 --> 00:18:24,842 Come on, let's get you warm. 195 00:18:35,452 --> 00:18:36,455 So. 196 00:18:37,996 --> 00:18:39,502 This is my castle. 197 00:18:42,447 --> 00:18:44,421 I'm king here. 198 00:18:44,422 --> 00:18:46,629 A broke and lowly assistant when I step out the door, 199 00:18:46,630 --> 00:18:48,137 but ah, king here. 200 00:18:52,287 --> 00:18:53,792 That's all right, 201 00:18:53,793 --> 00:18:57,541 you don't have to smile if you don't feel like it. 202 00:18:57,542 --> 00:19:01,324 You don't have to do anything you don't want. 203 00:19:14,309 --> 00:19:16,049 - Come on, let's go. 204 00:19:16,050 --> 00:19:18,459 Leave her alone. 205 00:19:18,460 --> 00:19:19,297 - Come on. 206 00:19:19,297 --> 00:19:20,300 Let's go. 207 00:19:23,446 --> 00:19:24,785 You begged me. 208 00:19:24,786 --> 00:19:26,324 You fucking begged me. 209 00:19:26,325 --> 00:19:27,997 And now you give me this shit. 210 00:19:27,998 --> 00:19:30,006 - Mattias, please. 211 00:19:30,007 --> 00:19:34,022 I think you'd better leave. 212 00:19:34,023 --> 00:19:35,094 - I love you. 213 00:19:36,166 --> 00:19:37,369 I take care of you. 214 00:19:37,370 --> 00:19:40,381 Everything, your food, your clothes. 215 00:19:40,382 --> 00:19:43,059 If I take it away, what are you going to do? 216 00:19:43,060 --> 00:19:44,498 What? 217 00:19:44,499 --> 00:19:45,971 What's he going to do for you? 218 00:19:45,972 --> 00:19:47,578 What's he going to give you? 219 00:19:47,579 --> 00:19:48,682 - Think about it, Vanessa. 220 00:19:48,683 --> 00:19:50,290 - Think about what? 221 00:19:51,528 --> 00:19:52,867 You fucking her? 222 00:19:53,871 --> 00:19:56,682 Is that's what you want? 223 00:19:56,683 --> 00:19:57,686 He's a kid. 224 00:19:58,456 --> 00:20:00,262 He thinks with his dick! 225 00:20:00,264 --> 00:20:02,975 Keep your hands off her. 226 00:20:31,992 --> 00:20:33,899 She doesn't want to go with you. 227 00:20:33,900 --> 00:20:34,871 - Ask her! 228 00:20:34,872 --> 00:20:36,911 Go ahead, ask her! 229 00:20:36,912 --> 00:20:38,986 Do you want to go with him? 230 00:20:38,987 --> 00:20:39,990 - Choose! 231 00:20:47,188 --> 00:20:49,798 S is for surrender. 232 00:20:56,592 --> 00:20:57,864 T is for tears. 233 00:22:21,236 --> 00:22:24,716 - I'm sorry I was so tough on you yesterday. 234 00:22:24,717 --> 00:22:26,659 You understand, though. 235 00:22:27,563 --> 00:22:30,975 This job is a total commitment. 236 00:22:30,976 --> 00:22:34,924 It's so important to do everything right. 237 00:22:34,925 --> 00:22:37,233 Especially at the beginning. 238 00:22:37,234 --> 00:22:38,909 You have to trust me 239 00:22:40,582 --> 00:22:41,921 with every step. 240 00:22:44,933 --> 00:22:45,936 - I do. 241 00:22:51,995 --> 00:22:55,509 I know what you're thinking, Red Shoes. 242 00:22:55,510 --> 00:22:58,587 How could she spend that last night with him 243 00:22:58,588 --> 00:23:02,570 if she knew she was going to leave him in the morning? 244 00:23:02,571 --> 00:23:05,918 But I think you already know the answer. 245 00:23:07,291 --> 00:23:08,462 I just had to. 246 00:23:16,093 --> 00:23:17,599 G is for good-bye. 247 00:23:19,908 --> 00:23:22,852 Hope we can still be friends. 248 00:23:22,853 --> 00:23:25,632 When you know it will never work. 249 00:23:26,837 --> 00:23:28,677 And G is for good-bye. 250 00:23:31,589 --> 00:23:35,705 If only it could stay just the way it is, 251 00:23:35,706 --> 00:23:38,049 when you know it never will. 252 00:23:40,090 --> 00:23:41,931 And G is for good-bye. 253 00:23:44,542 --> 00:23:48,625 I love the feel of his body next to mine. 254 00:23:48,626 --> 00:23:51,236 And I love to be taken care of. 255 00:23:53,110 --> 00:23:54,683 And I love working, 256 00:23:56,356 --> 00:23:57,695 and always will. 257 00:25:29,603 --> 00:25:31,443 And G is for good-bye. 258 00:25:33,083 --> 00:25:35,091 Of waking up at sunrise, 259 00:25:36,229 --> 00:25:39,608 and getting dressed and walking out the door 260 00:25:39,609 --> 00:25:41,785 without ever looking back. 261 00:25:54,671 --> 00:25:57,180 - So, where are you going to go? 262 00:25:57,181 --> 00:26:00,427 - Jessie's going to help me find a place. 263 00:26:00,428 --> 00:26:02,033 We'll see how it goes. 264 00:26:02,034 --> 00:26:03,038 - I'm sorry. 265 00:26:04,210 --> 00:26:05,314 Really sorry. 266 00:26:11,506 --> 00:26:13,747 - I'm not sleeping with him. 267 00:26:13,748 --> 00:26:14,751 - I know. 268 00:26:20,476 --> 00:26:22,583 The agency saw the pictures. 269 00:26:22,584 --> 00:26:24,190 They really liked them. 270 00:26:24,191 --> 00:26:27,036 In fact, they're crazy about them. 271 00:26:28,609 --> 00:26:29,680 - I'm scared. 272 00:26:32,659 --> 00:26:36,173 - You'll be okay, my little Alphabet Girl. 273 00:26:38,717 --> 00:26:40,457 I really do love you. 274 00:26:48,791 --> 00:26:51,034 So where am I taking these? 275 00:27:02,815 --> 00:27:05,660 And G is for good-bye. 276 00:27:07,534 --> 00:27:09,375 And G is for good-bye. 277 00:27:27,080 --> 00:27:29,188 And, unfortunately, 278 00:27:29,189 --> 00:27:30,727 E, 279 00:27:30,728 --> 00:27:31,732 Is for 280 00:27:33,205 --> 00:27:34,208 ever. 281 00:28:08,549 --> 00:28:09,887 - May 25th. 282 00:28:09,888 --> 00:28:11,327 V is for Vanessa. 283 00:28:13,536 --> 00:28:17,317 Neither virgin nor virago, but voyager. 284 00:28:17,318 --> 00:28:19,493 Vital, voluntary, voyager. 285 00:28:20,598 --> 00:28:22,605 W is for wisdom. 286 00:28:22,606 --> 00:28:23,609 Y. 287 00:28:24,614 --> 00:28:27,725 Y is for youth, young, youngster. 288 00:28:27,726 --> 00:28:29,902 And Z is always for zebra. 289 00:28:32,781 --> 00:28:35,558 I'm glad she didn't skip Y. 290 00:28:35,559 --> 00:28:38,971 It'd be terrible to miss on on your youth. 291 00:28:38,972 --> 00:28:42,252 No, Stella, what if you were never a puppy?